back to blog..
it has been dunno how many donkey years,
since i last blog. -.-
xmas eve was happy yet sad for me.
-thinking back, really makes me wanna cry- hais...
i just couldnt control..
but the moment baby pass his dessert and water
to her.. my tears triggered down.
i tried to hold back my tears.. but i aint tt strong after all...
im not being ridiculous here ppl...
think. put yourself in my shoe.
as a girl, who would be able to tolerate this?
and it applies to guys too..
so does tt mean, if i pass my food to other guys,
it doesnt matter to u?? hais..
yes, im jealous. but, i it does not mean...
i'll dislike her. and if she happens to passby here.
i will say, i dun bother bout what happened anymore.
its over. its the past..
but i cant forget.. thou its the past, but i still cant over it.
xmas should be happy. but... .. not this year.
it seems so.... cold. i felt like dying on the way back to baby's hus.
cold and alone.. the journey to baby's hus is totally scary.
baby's not beside me. he's at the other side..
and baby, i cann feel tt u cant be bothered when i ignore u.
not like last time. u would try many ways to cheer me up.
but not now... is it because u cant tolerate me anymore??
i dont know. but baby, i will try my best not to show u att. anymore yars.
i cannt promise u but i will try to promise u alright?
your everything i ever needed...Labels: i aint that strong after all
♥ i'd love u since forever
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