bibi, i miss u^^
as u cann see.. i hv not update for quite a long time ehh.
wel, im busy mahx. last sun, went shopping.
town-ed all day with baby. bugis was our first stop.
nth caught my eye. we then went down to marina..
bought myself a cardigan. a black one. cause baby prefer black.. =DD
thn, to suntec. hmmm, nth there~ then went to had early dinner.
at NEW YORK. nicenice^^ had mushroom alfredo with roasted chicken for myself.
and baby's is pork chop. had cheese garlic bread and calamari too.
aft tt, train-ed to somerset. went fareast. baby bought a shirt. nice~ ^^
as for me, i bought 3boxers! yippee! baby choose for me de. sweet bo? lols.
thn walk to wisma. walk walk. see see look look..
but nth caught my eye. we then walk to cine~
Pandora's Box! bought a dress. tried 2. but chose 1. lols.
black. hahas! aft tt, went back to baby's place.
took my clothes all tt, jiu home sweet home. baby sent me back.
tiring ehh~ smth occured when we were at fareast~
hais.... .. =/ dun wanna elaborate nahx.
it just make me feel like crying when i think of it. nvm.
past le. jiu let it past bahs. hais.
i still love bibi so much! =DD
this goes to bibi ::
Bibi, no matter how many guys walk past me..
i'll nvr look/glance at em de. really~ trust me.
it hurts me when u insist tt im looking at one.
hais.. =( i feel so sad. gosh! u dun trust me.
even thou' at the back u said i didnt look. wth!
u still dun trust me aftall.. nvm.
at least im unlike u~ u DID glance at other girls. dont u??!
i DID noticed it. but i chose to keep quiet.
cause i know u'll deny. i know u too well le baby.
it came blurting out, out of a sudden. cause i wanto let u know how i feel.
i tried so hard to change. yes, u say u can see the difference in me.
but why it is tt i cant feel the care u used to show me anymore?
is it tt u cant be bothered abt me anymore?
u show no care for me anymore?? why? why me??
baby, as i think back the days when we just get tgh, the care u show is nvr less.
the attention i get from u is always there. but now.? everything changed?
ever since u get enlisted, a diff. side of u appear. im afraid. im scared.
are u still the baby i used to know? u might say tt im too sensitive.
im thinking too much. but how i hope im really just too sensitive and is thinking too much.
hais.... .. mayb, i'd just continue to love u. and this is what i really wanto do.
rmb what i told u in msg? i almost wanted to give up. but i cant.
and now, i just wanto love u more. deeper, Deeper, DEEPER!!!!!Labels: i spill my heart on u, till the day i die
♥ i'd love u since forever
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