::da pi gu;xiao pi gu::
i miss my xiao pi gu! =/
ytd went to cwp, meet xiao pi gu thr~
thn off to movies... =) AVP2!! -nicenice-
whn the time gets nearer for me to met xiao pi gu,
i was damn happy!! awww~
but whn i met xiao pi gu, i was even happy.
his hair long liaos.. =)
but think gonna cut off soon bahs??
hahahas! alright, went up to the cinema and buy the tix first.
thn went to eat beef noodle at the foodcourt~
aft eating, walk to arcade. we stand outside~
watching ppl plaeing. and guess wht?
saw this auntie, caught so many sweets lahx!!!
like 2-3 bags full canns???? arghs! so much.
kinda kong bu lehs. walaos~
thn went up to the cinema~
went into the threatre.. seated down.
brr~~~ its cold inside.. hahas!
nvr bring cardigan along. =( stupid me.
and whn the show end, i know the time for us to part,,
is getting nearer~ =( tears secretly dropped down thru out thr movie.
i didnt make it obvious~ cause i didnt want baby to know.
i want him to see my best~ to see my smile~
thn we walk to the bus interchange, hand-in hand~
how i wish this would replay again and again.
holding on to his hand, nvr to let go.
but in the end, we stil have to... .. =(
reached my hus le.. at the lift~
goodbye kiss, thn baby went down le..
i watched him from above whn he went down..
and as soon as he turn and walked away,
tears triggered down like water tap.
i cried all the way home,, tried to stop, but cant. ='(
went to bath, tears are still gushing out.
i cant control~ i really cant..
till i call baby, i force myself to sound normal.
cause dun wan baby to know i cry.
put down the phone, went to lie on bed and wait for baby to reach home.
and aft he bath, he msg'ed me.
aft replying him, off to sleep.
cant really sleep. i cried again and again.
thn my mummy came in. i was crying then...
she asked, "u miss ben alot"? i nod my head.
and cried even worse.. yes, i miss baby alot alot..
i miss his meimei too.
so long nvr see her le. kinda miss eh.
missed plaeing UNO, monopoly and donkey with her..
hais... but when wil i ever get to plae with her again??
nxt month bahs... .. =)
and i could only get to see baby once a week.
its hurting, im suffering... .. someone help me please..
i miss miss miss, love love love, need need need my xiao pi gu!!
da pi gu;xiao pi gu::lovesloves*
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